I’m sitting at home by myself, listening to LCD Soundsystem (possibly too loud for the nosey old biddy downstairs), drinking red wine and eating a curry/dal thing I just made. I actually feel a bit pissed right now (it only takes a couple of glasses of wine these days). Paul is out with people from work – celebrating his new promotion. His gross pay is now more than double my gross pay! I suggested he could be supporting me to be an artist. He might just do that one day!